Your smile and laughter,
Oh how I enjoyed every single moment,
Yet you had no idea,
It’s been a year,
I never thought it’d be like this,
You’ve brought me so much happiness and sorrow,
How I cherish every single moment,
Yet you had no idea,
I could say I really loved you,
You made me feel warm inside,
Through the orange falls of autumn,
To the cold mists of winter,
I could be happy,
I laughed, I sighed, I teared, I sighed,
Somewhere I felt lost,
Somehow it became an illusion,
It was not real,
I wanted you to see me,
As who I truly was,
Maybe I was selfish,
Maybe I was insecure,
Maybe I was just a coward,
All I wanted was just that security,
That you could not give me
Its a never ending,
I see you,
It’s a bittersweet feeling,
I don’t know what to do,
Though I can never say how I truly feel,
Maybe its just a moment,
Of unsaid truths,
Might I close this chapter of life?
I don’t know,
Though I pray for a sign,
It seems to never come,
Or I’m just stubborn to accept the reality,
It probably was just never meant to be,
I' will never forget what you’ve taught me,
I pray that this part might not be true,
Somehow,
Deep inside I know I’m just lying to myself.
Only God knows, what the future holds for the both of us.
